An unfinished, lousy poem
nighttime loneliness
heaviness in my chest
yet another wasted moment
another day we could still be friends
crimson chin
raspberry beret
eyeliner, freckles and a nose ring
oh, how I miss your pretty face
ambiguous loss
a friendship ended in a moment
a misplaced word or emotion
what went wrong, I still can't figure out
you promised to always remain friends
now im sitting here drinking
lost, like a ship in a wreckage
look at me with those big eyes
see the lost spark in mine
put an end to this misery
i can't seem to move on
two peas in a pod
too similar for each other
my head's spinning like a vortex
a kiss unkissed
hug unhugged
goodbye unsaid
closure not gotten
this is it then, this is my goodbye
an unhealthy friendship
a relationship that ends in spite
boundaries tiptoed, never crossed
it's been almost a year
why am i unable to forget
unable to shed a tear
bottled up inside of me
erase the memories from my mind
every waking moment
another lost opportunity to meet
if only for one more time
I'm waiting for a sign
it's on nights like these, I wonder:
don’t you know me
did you ever know me
don't you want to know who I am now